Where is My Direction?

2011 seems to be a challenging year for me. First, I need to complete a Praise and Worship Training. Then I need to fulfil my responsibilities as a Wedding Coordinator. Next, I need to attend Bible Class on Boy-Girl Relationship, hoping to get an insight of this topic, in the hope that I can help the youths in future. Also, I need to decide whether to continue teaching tambourine. On top of that, I want to get involved more in the Praise and Worship Ministry. Not to forget, my role as an assistant cell group leader in the Youth Ministry.

Phew! I am wondering whether I have such ability to do all these at once! I am not a super woman. I am just an ordinary human being on earth. I wonder, how and why I got to be involved in all these areas. I told God this year that I want to have a breakthrough this year. Lord, are all these from You? I am very much afraid that I will be drained out at the end of the day.

I want, I want more of You! Recently I have got myself involved in Bible Study. I feel good about it because I can get motivated to study the word of God. I hope, and really hope that I would be motivated to stay till the end. I want, I want more of You!

My resolution for this year, is to have a close and intimate relationship with my Abba Father. Haha, also, to find a life partner =) Yes, this year I am serious in praying about this aspect! I have always been laid back about this and I think it is time for me to pray hard about this. Jesus, I let go and let You take care of this for me =) Oh, not to forget, to have a stable job that allows me to spend time with God :)

Blessed, I should feel blessed because I have the opportunity to serve Him with what He has given me. My greatest fear? Is God is not with me. To be frank, without Him, I am nothing! I am thankful to God because He had not forgotten me.

I need Wisdom. I need Strength. I need to be Refreshed. I need to be Renewed. I need to be Recharged. I need You, Jesus my God!!