There is one thing that I am craving at this moment, and that is God. Yes, I am craving for Him. Mom & Chris went to China today and I am alone at home with my dad. It has been such a long time since I stayed up this late and today I am doing this because I feel that I want to spend a lot of time with Him. I am not a holy person, in fact I am just another imperfect human being, craving for whatever things that every human would want to crave for.
There are a lot of things running on my mind right now and I do not know where to start thinking and hence, I need Him urgently. Today the sermon shared by the foreign Pastor was great. I went out to pray at the altar and was hoping that the speaker would pray for me. Three [3] people came to pray for me, but I did not get the "result" that I wanted. All I did was, crying.
Then I wonder, perhaps the Lord wants me to get the answer from Him directly, instead of relying on others to tell me what He wants me to know.
I crave for His presence, for HIs comfort, for His words, for His guidance, for His wisdom, for His love, for His peace, for everything!
Lord, You alone know what is on my mind now. Please teach me what to do. In Your name I pray, Amen.
