Gray

It has been such a long time I did not quiet down myself and do a self review. At this moment I feel that the road in front of me is gray.

I was asking myself: am I happy at this new workplace? I would like to think so; but sometimes we have to be honest with ourselves. I have only one concern, and that is, whether this is where God wants me to be; as I did not feel peaceful lately.

I am here for three (3) months, and I just do not know why I cannot find the energy to be focused on my work. Could it be environment? Could it be the profession? Could it be myself?

Perhaps it is more about myself. Have I entered the wrong profession? I am happy when I teach the kids tambourine. I am happy when my niece is here. Should I be a teacher?

Jesus be my only satisfaction! I need You to lead me through...