Monday, 1 February 2010

Random [II]

Today is a public holiday and I am at home doing nothing. It is such a boring day to me. I am online to prepare my resume and cover letter but am not in the mood to do so.

These few days I have been thinking about a friend and I am not sure why this is so. Perhaps I treasure our friendship. Anyhow, sometimes relationship between human cannot be explained by mere words. I hope we can still enjoy the friendship like last time but I think we should just let time be the 'healer' (not sure if this is the right word).

Is it time to leave my current firm? Actually am not too sure about this. I think I am already in my comfort zone. Lord, please open my eyes so that I could see Your will.

Time is the best healer, this is what I heard from the characters in the dramas. Is this so? To a certain extent I do treasure this friendship. Lord, I pray that You would bless this friend of mine so that salvation can reach this good friend.

Mm, seems that I have no topic to blog about today. When I read my posts, feel that it is towards the negative direction. I hope my entries in the future will be more positive. Initially I was not a negative person, perhaps the experiences in life make me feel that life is not as simple as I wish it to be.

I am starting to get closer to God because I know only by doing so I am able to search for the purpose of life. Last year I was lost, because I let the surrounding circumstances affect me. This year, I hope that I can overcome this weakness of mine.

Letting go is the first step I am going to take. Focus shall be my next step. Let go of the world and focus on the Lord. This is my resolution of the year.

I played piano yesterday and was enjoying the process. Although there was some minor mishap, I know God wants to use me for His purpose. I can feel His presence personally and pray hard that I will not let go of Him. He told me: "Daughter, do not be afraid, for I am with You".

Dear Jesus, I thank You for Your assurance. I will remember the warmth of Your touch wherever I go. You are indeed true and real.

Isn't it amazing that God can be personal to us? Try it and experience it for yourself. I believe when you are willing to open your heart, He will touch you personally.

I know I said it many times but it is indeed true that "without Him, I am nothing". I pray that I will be a living testimony for Him. Lord, please give me strength and wisdom to live for You.

The spirit of ALL FOR JESUS shall burn in us at all times, in all circumstances!

Immanuel, Shalom & Agape ^ ^

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