I am waiting for my colleague in the office. Actually I wanted to leave at 18:10, but she asked me to wait for her to finish some documents so that I can witness it; now is 19:42 and I am still waiting for her. I surf the net, read my friends' blogs, log on to FB etc, finally decided to pen down something here.
I have no idea what to write about, hence the title "Random". Perhaps I will share about my recent activities, or update about myself etc. Let's see how the flow goes...
Sometimes life is not as rosy as we wish it to be. Recently I am quite disturbed with certain events that happened in my life. I am not able to describe it one by one here, but I must say, I really feel lonely these days.
Where is God? My greatest fear is that God is not with me. All these while, I am always confident to say that God will be there for me at all times. However, I feel that I am far from Him recently. I guess this feeling started sometime in mid-June.
I know, and am certain that He is still with me, but I have to take the effort to build up my own relationship with Him. God is great, all the time; all the time, God is great!
I was given the opportunity to be part of a team, but I refused to join in. Why is this so? To be frank, I am not so sure of the main reason; all I know is this is the best step to take. My mind is so confused now. I wonder why things that seemed to be so certain months back can be so grayish now.
Grayish ~ I never like this area. To me, there are certain things which only involve either black, or white; and yes or no. Although sometimes I tend to be indecisive, but I never like this idea.
Am I a stubborn person? Perhaps so. I have a friend who commented that I am stubborn because I do not take advices. I asked a good friend of mine about this, and she did say that I am a very stubborn person. However, I can be persuaded as well; just that I need time to be convinced.
Okay, I think that is all for now. It is time to go home [20:10]
I have no idea what to write about, hence the title "Random". Perhaps I will share about my recent activities, or update about myself etc. Let's see how the flow goes...
Sometimes life is not as rosy as we wish it to be. Recently I am quite disturbed with certain events that happened in my life. I am not able to describe it one by one here, but I must say, I really feel lonely these days.
Where is God? My greatest fear is that God is not with me. All these while, I am always confident to say that God will be there for me at all times. However, I feel that I am far from Him recently. I guess this feeling started sometime in mid-June.
I know, and am certain that He is still with me, but I have to take the effort to build up my own relationship with Him. God is great, all the time; all the time, God is great!
I was given the opportunity to be part of a team, but I refused to join in. Why is this so? To be frank, I am not so sure of the main reason; all I know is this is the best step to take. My mind is so confused now. I wonder why things that seemed to be so certain months back can be so grayish now.
Grayish ~ I never like this area. To me, there are certain things which only involve either black, or white; and yes or no. Although sometimes I tend to be indecisive, but I never like this idea.
Am I a stubborn person? Perhaps so. I have a friend who commented that I am stubborn because I do not take advices. I asked a good friend of mine about this, and she did say that I am a very stubborn person. However, I can be persuaded as well; just that I need time to be convinced.
Okay, I think that is all for now. It is time to go home [20:10]
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