Sunday, 10 June 2012

I am a Miracle

Have you ever think about this: I am a Miracle?

Growing up as a Christian, I know that God performs miracles. I still remember that I attended healing rallies when I was young and the speakers would usually invite those with sickness to come forward and pray. At that time, my thought was, "This is something very common happening in a Church; Altar calls are very common, so there is nothing special about it; God is Jehovah Rapha, so He heals and the like". In short, I was being indifferent and ignorant about things that have been taking place in my surrounding.

I remember seeing a phrase something like this: Be thankful, for it is a miracle that we are alive today (I cannot remember the exact phrase). Then I start to think, "Oh yeah, this is very true!"

For some reason, I have been learning about the Holy Spirit for the past few months. Firstly, I enrolled myself in a course called "Dynamics of the Holy Spirit"; next, I joined a seminar by an African Pastor on "Effective Fervent Prayer", then I joined a conference on "The Fourth Dimension of the Holy Spirit"; and lastly, I attended a healing crusade: "The Festival of God's Power".

I believe that my participation in these are not a coincidence. Amen!

It is not the first time I witness miracles before my eyes; but I think it is the first time (maybe I have experienced the same in the past, but that was, past) I felt deeply touched by the miracles that happened around me. Unconsciously, my eyes were flowing with tears of joy when I saw the lame walked, the sick got healed, the blind saw, the deaf heard and many other miracles, all by the touch of the Holy Spirit.

Then I wondered, the fact that I am still breathing today, sitting here, typing this out, is a miracle. It is so true that the fact that I am able to wake up every morning and say, "Good morning, Jesus", is a miracle. The fact that I am so unworthy and yet got saved by the blood of Jesus Christ the Lord, is a miracle. When I saw the sick got healed, I am so thankful to God that I am healthy and normal; This itself, is indeed a miracle.

I am a sinner, so unworthy, but Jesus Christ died on the Cross for me because of one word, LOVE. This is the greatest miracle that all of us have experienced. He had already known us even before we were borned. When Jesus left this world, God did not forget us; He sent the Holy Spirit to guide us. How awesome He is, to think for us, to do what is good for us, to plan everything for our sake; so that we could have a deeper relationship with Him and will not be lost.

We may be facing obstacles in life; but through obstacles we are able to experience Him deeper. We maybe discouraged by men; but He comforts and encourages us. We may feel that we are not worthy at all, but again and again He assured us that He loves us. We are sinners but He forgives us.

In Him, I can be assured that there is hope in life; that there is love in this world; there is a God who cares for me and wants to have a personal relationship with me.

When we are apart from our loved ones, we feel that there is something missing in our lives. If we are apart from God, how would God feel?

I learn to be thankful because I am a miracle of God. I am formed in His image. I am His daughter. I am His princess. Wow, what else do I hope for? He is everything I need.

Thank You Jesus, for everything!

Jesus loves me this I know,
for the Bible tells me so,
Little ones to Him belong,
they are weak but He is strong.

Yes, Jesus loves me,
Yes, Jesus loves me,
Yes, Jesus loves me,
the Bible tells me so.

While we are still breathing on this earth, we should grab the opportunity to:

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.

God bless ~

Tuesday, 8 May 2012

Change [III]

This is the third time I blog about this topic and I notice that I have been quite general about this. Recently I notice that I have been facing some changes in my life; things have been changing too quickly that I am not ready for it. Hm, not really, because I have prepared myself for some changes to take place.

"Ships" do change. There are times we feel that the ship is sailing smoothly, and there are times the ship is facing with obstacles. Sometimes I do not understand what had happened that caused the ship to sink (or about to sink). Sometimes I wonder why do I put myself in the ship.

I am a little tired. I thought the longer we sail together, the more understanding we have. However, it seems that the longer we sail together, we find that we are so different in a lot of aspects. I wonder, if we have respect for one another, the ship will become stronger; because we accept one another's differences and respect one another. Nonetheless, not many may agree with me on this.

Perhaps I have to let go of the ships that put me down. Perhaps this is the lesson that I need to learn. Sometimes, holding too tight, not giving one another space to breathe, will be detrimental to all involved. Yes, it is time to let go...let go...let go ~

Saturday, 28 April 2012

Bersih 3.0: 428



The official colour for Bersih 3.0



Today is 28th April 2012. Once again, it is a historic day in our country. Today is Bersih 3.0. It is a rally on the following issues:-

1. Clean electoral roll
2. Free and fair access to media
3. Minimum 21 days of campaign period
4. Reform postal ballot
5. Use indelible ink
6. Strengthen public institution
7. Stop dirty politic
8. Stop corruption

There were thousands of protestors who attended this rally. When I checked on FB, I saw a lot of my friends updating their FB status, about the condition at the various check points. It is really great to know that Malaysians are united to do something for our country. I believe that we Malaysians, are just hoping that our voices will be heard, and through our action, we are shouting out "loud" that we hope for clean election in the country.


It is supposed to be a peaceful gathering. However, in an article on Malaysiakini, the report as follow:-

"After orders to disperse are issued, water cannons and tear gas are fired at the crowd outside the Bar Council building at Lebuh Pasar Besar."

It was so sad to know that the police is taking actions against the citizens. I wonder what is the future of our country; again, and again, we see citizens being oppressed just because we want out voices to be heard. I really pray that the nation will change.

Let's pray for change! Let's pray for our country!