What a Friend I have in Jesus

Dear Jesus,

It has been such a long time since I wrote in such a style, the diary style~

Thank you for letting me know that You will be my best friend~
I know, I could always count on You & lean on You. Whenever I need a companion, You're always on standby. All I need to do is to get connected with You. I don't have to wait for the phone to ring, neither do I have to wait for the line to connect. I just need to call Your name, & instantly I'm connected to You.

You're my strength when I'm weak,
You're my comfort when i'm down,
You're my helper when I'm in need,
You're my provider when I'm lacking,
You're my love, my all~

Jesus,please forgive me because I tend to keep You in my heart but not getting connected to You as often as I should. At times I tend to be so busy with my own life that I've conveniently forgotten that all I need to do is to submit my life to You. Lord, I need You in my life because I'm so afraid to imagine how my life would be without You. Please get involved in my life. Once again, I invite You to my life. As Ps Jaeson Ma had said, Jesus, be my only satisfaction. I just need to have You in my life & all others shall be secondary in my life. I believe that when I put You as priority, everything else will fill in naturally.

What a friend I have in Jesus. In Him, I find contentment, faithfulness, trustworthiness, truthfulness~

With Him, I know I can be my true self because He will accept me for who & what I am. He will not laugh at me, nor make fun of me, nor betray me, nor taking advantage of me, nor taking me for granted~

Jesus, You're all I need. Thank You for everything, because of You, I'm able to experience Your grace & mercy. There's none like You, yes, there's none like You. Amen!

The Other Side of Me

Recently I have been making some plannings and I found out that I could actually be the aggressive type. As I was making plans, I noticed that I could step out of the comfort zone and take some risks in order to achieve what I wanted to achieve.

Bible says we can make all the plannings we want, but what is more important is we must submit our plans to God. Lord, I cast my plans unto Your hands. Please guide me with Your wisdom, for I am weak, and in need of You.

Lord, help me to overcome my fears and help me to step out of my comfort zone because I want to enter another zone, a zone which is for a greater calling. I cannot do this alone, and I need You to help me through. I want a breakthrough.

In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Reluctance

Today is Sunday, usually we will wake up and get ready to Church. I do not know how long I have those happy feeling going to Church. Today, I am more reluctant to go Church.

I took longer to prepare myself. As I was driving, I wanted to drive myself to an unknown Church. I do not know where to go.

In the end, I went to a Church nearby. The message was about busyness. In July, when I went back to GT, the Pastor was also sharing about busyness. Then I asked God, "Am I too busy?".

Initially I planned to return to FGA to attend the Bible Class. I went in, but did not stay. I left and went to Jusco thereafter.

Lord, please lead me through ~