I was supposed to post this last week but again, was too busy to do so.
A, is aged 45. He was borned in a Christian family and had been a devoted a Christian. He has relatives who are Pastors and used to wake up every morning to pray to Jesus. He claimed that he had never been to pubs and clubs during university days. He used to be active in Church. As for now, he is a successful businessman who attends a small Church. He does not serve in Church actively anymore but he goes to Church every Sunday.
B, is aged 34. She was a Buddhist and throughout her life she has been trying to look for answers. A born-again Christian, who had experienced God's grace in her life. She shares good testimony about what God did in her life, and has a heart to continue to seek God.
C, a Manager for a shoe company. He has just received Christ recently and is very excited about his new faith.
Last week, I met these three [3] people and they asked me if I am a Christian when they saw the cross that I am wearing. Their story touched me and reminded me of my own life.
When I first started attending Church back at six [6] years old. I was quiet and shy, and did not dare to join the older children to play but at the same time, I liked to go to Church and listen to Bible stories. When I saw C, I saw myself at primary school. I would be excited when I meet with people who have the same faith as myself and would feel a sudden closeness (because we are family in God's eyes).
When I saw B, I saw myself in secondary school and college days. I was active in Church and love the fellowship amongst the Brothers and Sisters in Christ. I would talk to Jesus and write in my small little diary about how I feel and what He had done in my life.
As for A, well, I am not like him, because I still go to Church, and I still serve in Church but at the same time, I have also become the "not cool, not hot" kind of Christian. I remember a leader told us before, if we are " not cool, not hot", we are considered as sinners because, we are to be "hot" for Jesus. It is "either or", and not somewhere in between.
Lord, please forgive me for my sins and help me to go through this stage. I need Your grace and mercy to relieve me from this struggle and I pray for Your wisdom and guidance to lead me through the whole journey. I long for Your presence and may my life have a breakthrough. I cast my life unto You and surrender all the aspects in my life unto Your hands. Jesus, I need You and I pray hard that You would open my heart to seek You, and only You in my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.