The Word that Starts with D

The matter will start at 09:00. I am preparing my 'speech' at 08:45, feeling a bit agigated. My Client has arrived at Court and this makes me feel worse because I have not prepared my 'speech'. Phew, the Interpreter informed that Court will start at 09:15.

Finally, at 09:15 the Judge came in and I was waiting patiently for my turn. At the same time, I tried to learn how the other Counsels speak. My case was No. 5 in the list; I sat at the first row and turned my head to see the Petitioners for the four (4) cases before me and all of sudden I felt that it was such a pity that such a thing happened.

They look young and healthy. They look as though they were married for few years, yet today, they came to Court to have their divorce matter being heard in Court.

What happened to our world now? Young couples getting married, and they divorced not too long after their marriage. One of them even asked for the Decree Nisi to be made absolute there and then as she needs to go back to her country and does not intend to come back to Malaysia.

Marriage is a beautiful arrangement created by God. I am always reluctant to handle divorce cases because I feel that it is against God's intention. Today, when I see these young people standing before the Court, I really wonder whether they really thought about it thoroughly before they sign the Marriage Certificate.

May the Lord bless them in their future undertakings and heal their wound that they have suffered.

So Far Yet So Near [II]

I remember posting about "So Near Yet So Far". This time it is total opposite.

Last time, the situation was, we were physically close and from appearance it looks as though we were really close, but the truth was, I could not even feel that we were close, not at all. In fact, there was a sense of betrayal in me. I thought I was used, I thought they were not sincere in our friendship. I was in fact, deeply hurt.

I just went to check out on FB a minute ago and saw this:

"Time heals because human tend to have the ability to forget"

I guess time is really a great healer because when we put behind things that have hurt us, we will forget about it. I thank God for His mercy and grace that in these few months I have learnt to rely on Him, and to be close to Him.

In these few months, I have spent more time with Him, and I enjoy serving Him. My heart to serve Him has come back and I hope that the fire within me will continue to burn.

The situation this time is different in that, I am not very close with them but when I see the photos, I have a feeling that draw me to them. I feel that I want to be part of this big family. I know God already has His plan in me and I pray hard for His light to be shone on me, so that I will follow Him alone, and focus on Him alone, in order to fulfil His purpose in me.

Jesus, I thank You for everything.

My Brain is Amazing

"Just because I want to forget something, I have forgotten everything that is related to the thing, and the thing that I have forgotten is actually something important >_<"

This was one of my status on FB. It is good to know that my brain has such a function. I wanted to forget this 'thing' and eventually I have forgotten about everything that is related to it, even important things that I should not forget, such as password.

However, I am really thankful that finally I have forgotten about this 'thing' and the fact that I have forgotten the password shows that I have let go of this thing. A friend asked me how did I do it, I just told her that when you have let go of the thing that is holding you tightly, eventually you will forget everything about this thing.

LOL, so what is this 'thing'? Well, told you I have forgotten about it :p