The Ship [III]

It was indeed a wrong guess. Jeff did not delete Janice from his friends' list. They did chat occasionally online and met up once. Thereafter, the distant between them seems to get further.

What is happening to the ship? Janice seems to think too much and things seem to be getting out of hand. One of her resolution this year is to let go of things that had been holding her, and that includes friendship. Once Jeff asked what does she want to let go, as she had mentioned it once generally, but she did not give him a definite answer.

She mentioned about her own hard-heartedness and Jeff replied: "hard-heartedness indeed". Perhaps Janice is afraid that she is going to get hurt so she is protecting herself. Perhaps, perhaps...

Janice knows she does not treat Jeff like how he treats her. Sometimes she is confused herself. Perhaps the distant between them now, is a good way to maintain their friendship.

Perhaps...

The Ship [II]

Janice was not sure what was on Jeff's mind. However she believed that whatever happened was for a good cause. Janice discovered that Jeff had deleted her as his friend. She never understood why he wanted to do so, but to her, the reason did not matter anymore.

It is strange that a year of friendship ended in such a manner. However, in the first place, was the friendship worth Janice's attention? Does she need a friend who constantly say something that hurt her feelings? Does she need a friend who simply blah something to bring her down? Does she need a friend who is not treating her like a friend?

Janice is not sure if she had guessed correctly. Perhaps she was wrong after all. Perhaps there was misunderstanding between them. It takes two to clap the hand. Therefore, it is no longer necessary to explain anything about this friendship, because if it is only Janice who cares about this friendship, what is the point of knowing or finding out about the truth...

Human relationship is amazing, isn't it? There are times where things like this can happen. To Janice, she prefers to have a deeper friendship compared to a shallow one. Is this achievable? Of course it can!

I was on MC

Today is Thursday and I am on MC for almost a week now. Phew, it has been such a long time since I had a long 'break'.

I was feeling unwell since last Monday and was on MC on Tuesday. I thought it was just normal viral fever but when I still felt sick on Friday, I went to see doctor again and it turned out that I was diagnosed with dengue fever.

For the first time in my life, I was hospitalised for few days. It was definitely not a very good feeling. Every morning the nurse will come and take my blood for test, to see my platlet count, every four hours the nurse will come and take my temperature, blood pressure and pulse etc.

Nonetheless, what I feel good about is the warmth from my family, friends and in-Christ. When I was admitted to hospital on Friday, my whole family was with me. I felt touched because I could feel the love and support from my family members.

I also felt warm when Brothers & Sisters-in-Christ visited me on Saturday. Their prayers and support were the evidence that God is love. I felt surprised when my colleague came to visit me as well.

Also, the sms that I keep receiving is very encouraging as well. Here, I would like to thank SY for her sms everyday.

I hope I have a good rest throughout this one whole week. Unfortunately we have to face with reality. Next week I will be back at work and there goes the whole boring cycle again. How I wish if I can always have lots of time for myself. Hmm, I wonder when can I enjoy such a lifestyle.

Anyway, I still have few more days to rest. Rest well & get well soon, Weng Yin!